I am so confused..So last night he said do you want to talk and I said no..Then he was mulling around me..so he said do you want to lay down with me and I said sure..then he proceeds to tell me while hugging me that I can have all the money..and he would work two jobs and go to his sisters..I calmly said no..I dont care about your money(not that he has a lot which he reaffirms to me often) he said I was pushing him to stay at his sisters..I ignored him..still hugging me he said how did we get here..I said because you chose this I did not...I said I was happy right now and he said you go through the days pretending you are happy and ignoring what is really going on..I said I am happy...and this is what we are dealing with now..I said we are your family and he said D and S were his family..he then proceeded to tell me he was tired and could we go lay down..he slept upstairs with me all night but said it was over and sometimes things are just over...but the odd thing is that his actions do not reflect what he is saying..I said I am ready to let you go..he said I hope you mean that..I said we can look for an apt. for you and he said no that would take money away from the kids...Please keep in mind he was quite intoxicated...I am so confused..is he doing this because he wants me to convince him to stay..WTF! I had to say that because it is all a game..is he looking for reassurances? Does he really want to leave or would he have already done it by now?
