Jak~ That sounds like fun... I wish I could get away!
Doc, Your too funny... Made me laugh out loud you did!! washington State is Realllly far though!!
Lea... Thanks for the info. the catholic churches around here are very strict as you have to me a member of the church to even get in. But I'm actually going to to try my ins. again and see if I can at least get something just for me.
Fallgirl,
They sound very similar... YES YES.. I do think he resents having to help me... Your SOOO right!! He can't take it out on anyone else because Im the only one here. He doesn't speak to his own family and has very few friends.
I know I have to make myself happy, and generally I am happy with myself. Meaning, I can find this to boost my mood up, but when he's around, he says or does something that just brings me back to square one.
Journaling...
Yesterday did a little shopping with S3. H was away for the day, so that was good. He actually bought me something out of the blue just a little something. It was nice for a change that he may have been thinking of me.
he still doesn't understand what a long way something like that goes. I don't mean he needs to buy me anything, but say something nice or do a nice gesture of some sort, and it does wonders. If he would only do that more often, or less with the mean remarks we would be in a much better place.
Busy wkend. Going to take the kids apple picking, then S3 has a parade on Sunday for the preschool.
Have a good wkend all!
me: 37 H: 44 Married for 18 years this june S7 S3 porn issues, and much more... since 7/06
Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.
