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B, I just need a job! And the military was sort of my final option. The AF recruiter called back and was much nicer this time around. He didnt ask about the AD's, and I didnt tell, Ive actually been told that I can just take that page out of my medical records, but Im a little nervous about that! I was interested in healthcare/ science jobs, but I have a secret part of me that is interested in law enforcement too. I think that the Army can offer me more anyway. Originally my plan was to finish my undergrad degree and apply to medical schools, once you are accepted, they will pay for EVERYTHING. Now Im toying with the idea of going to a university that has an ROTC program, but everythings in such a state of flux right now, I just dont know exactly what Im going to do.

Phew, enough about me! Anniversaries are tough, how do you think that she would react to the sunflower? Can she say I love you back? I think that the sunflower might be a good idea, you are still married, and it is still an important day, Im just afraid that the message might be too much. You know her and her reactions better than I do, I just hope that you can be realistic about it.
Also, whether you decide to do the flower or not, I think that it would be a good idea for you to plan something for yourself that day, can you spend the day with your parents, or siblings? I guess I just think that it might be a good idea for you to be busy that day, and Im guessing that it falls on the weekend, so you might be able to get away a little.

I didnt realize that you were in the Navy, I cant think of anything but a recruiter up here. Whats your job? I think that its a good goal to visit somewhere you have always wanted to go! I have started to plan a trip to Thailand, realistic? Not really, but that doesnt matter, it doesnt cost much to buy used travel books from amazon, and looking at hotels and flights on expedia is free!

Puddle jumpers, right, and what is it that they call the Navy, Squibs? lol, Im sorry, I couldnt help it.

Happy friday!