I just wanted to stop in to offer some moral support and tell you to hang in there. Re: moving forward on the D and getting your best deal - well, that's certainly your decision to make, and nobody here would say Boo to you if that's what you decided to do. But it's also good advice not to make decisions when you're emotional, and depression/sadness are emotions. IMHO, let this sit for awhile.
My thoughts are with you.
The trouble with having an open mind is that people put things in it.
My sitch - Divorce Busted! http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1804137#Post1804137