Tks Givingitmyall. I am definately trying to do the steps on the list. I have lots going on still and keep quite busy. I do have a hard time not talking with her about wanting to just get along. This I really have to work on. I guess I just need to let her go and let her work on herself. It is so scarry to think about just walking away in a sense and not really trying to get along with the mother of your child. Seems so crazy.
I def try not to panic and keep hope. I tried to talk to her a while back about trying to work things out and she assured me she would never do that. Friends who I have discussed this with tell me that I am extremely patient about the situation and dealing with her. I try so hard not to get caught up in the emotional turmoil that she is in.
She tells me now that I only get my D b/c I pay CS and want to be getting something for my money. So crazy.
I have heard on here to believe none of what you hear and only 1/2 of what you see. I have also heard that the Aliens have taken over the WAS and speaking through them... How could anyone believe it any other way...???
Hope I am doing the right thing. I really would like to resolve things and be on better terms. Hope one day we can get there.
