I am the type of person that I try very hard to change for the better. I have read and read and read so much trying to understand and learn what is going on. I try to go to church as much as possible and seek out friends who are a source of understanding.
I am so open to change and have tried to change for the better and change those things she complains about. But when I speak with her, she makes it a point to mention that I have not changed at all and that I am still the same person. I think she does this just to hurt me though. She throws about every dager she can find at me to this day. It is so tough dealing with it..
