Unusual night for me, had to work late, and I was bummed out I wouldn't get to see d8, so I stayed even later and worked out.

Felt good during workout, and found myself pondering thoughts about if I needed to be single to fix the issues that I have for myself, self doubt, worthiness, etc, and actually feeling like that may be a good idea.

Came home tonight, and had quick dinner, spoke to W about 2 minutes in total, but I am tired and it's late, and she's reading so headed to bed..


M: 41
STBXW: 41
D: 9
Bomb: 4/26/09

On board the D train now..

"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."