I feel numb. Do you ever feel numb from all this? I have gone from feeling like LBS to contemplating being WAW. Emotions are a tad bit more even than they were~ still hurt, really sad, mostly numb.
Yes. At first. It will pass. And you will be up and down as you work on detaching.
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I just want to be happy again, not for the moment, REALLY HAPPY.
And, I think that is the overall goal od DB'ing. I can say I'm happier right now than I can ever remember being. Not happy with my M, but I am happier with me than ever.
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DR book arrived, will start reading this weekend and put GAL plan into action on a grander scale so I can get it together for myself and my boys!!!
Great. One thing. Keep that from your H. The information is for you, not him. You don't want him finding the information and think your changes are only a trick to get him to stay.
Great attitude. My kids are a large part of my focus and inspiration.