I guess I'm inclined to go forward and end all of this crap.
What does this mean? Specifically as far as what you can do?
The "crap" doesn't end. You just take the necessary actions to take care of yourself.
It means give up fighting for the marriage and go take care of myself.
I'm sad
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09