Thanks, Pup. Btw, I was so happy to hear how well you're doing and to hear that you're comfortable with the separation. Yea, I guess sometimes its good to step back and let thinks work themselves out.
Can I just say today I feel so stressed and depressed with this whole sitch and DB thing. I just want it all to be over with already. Feeling very sad. And feeling even more sad that when I make attempts to just say enough is enough that I'm still not doing the right thing. I feel like I just can't stand this anymore and can't stand second guessing everything I do and say. Sometimes don't you just feeling like just "being". Without all the rules and inhibitions. It's really getting to me lately. I'm tired of DB'ing, tired of H's bs, tired of feeling lonely living all alone, just tired....
