Thank you Golf...Looks like I have some more waves to ride out but I am glad to hear it is getting better smile

Coach - It truly means a lot to me to have you on here with some very sound advice.

You are correct, I am looking for any kind of change and when I don't see it or it looks like he is moving further and further away, it truly hurts to my soul.

I don't understand why one week I am good and then boom one little thing and I feel like I am back to square one...

You gave me a wonderful thought that I will put to use and I thank you for that smile

May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~