How could something so small as a picture trigger this many emotions all at once?
Because you keep looking for your husband to change. You are hurting and you want him to fix it. Place your focus on caring for yourself. Puppy is right don't act or make decisions while emotional. Take care of yourself - physically, emotionally, intellectually and spiritually. Learn to manage your energy.
Serenity, this is your journey to make. Think about Jesus praying in the garden. You won't be given a burden that you can't handle. Get some rest, eat something, stay hydrated and say a prayer for strength and wisdom.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.