Anything to do with a divorce goes against my beliefs but I am tired now...

Tired of being 2nd or 3rd best...

Tired of being his dorrmat...

Tired of being the good, understanding, supportive wife...

Tired of lying to my little one as to why his damn POS Dad won't come see him...

Tired of not being good enough and mad as hell that our kids mean so little to him...

Something I learned from Puppy - Don't do anything based on emotion and I know I am very emotional right now...

How could something so small as a picture trigger this many emotions all at once?


May All Who Seek To Take My Life
Be Put To Shame And Confusion;
May All Who Desire My Ruin
Be Turned Back In Disgrace.
~Psalm 40:14~