Oh my, I hope H doesn't interpret my "my problem" as meaning I'm alright with things. That is usually my way of saying do whatever you want. I know what I'm about. Not to mean that it's ok with me.
Believe me throughout this whole separation I have not asked H to come back home at all. My reason for even initiating this whole talk was b/c of him acting like I kicked him out and took his key and he wanna come home. I felt like let's just cut the b/s and get down to business, or no more of that anymore. I stepped out on faith per se and put things out on the table. He does act like he wants to come home and I keep talking about come home when you do xyz so I felt like lets just do this instead of the cat and mouse game. At least that was my thought. Good or bad.
And yes, yes, yes. I do think ow is being stringed along as well. But to be honest she's getting more of the financial benefits right now.
Sometimes when I think about this whole sitch and and DB and constantly having to second guess my actions and my words it all feels so overwhelming. I just want to be done already and not have to think about what I say and do and was that right or wrong etc. Way too much stress added on top of all the stress this sitch brings.
