Well sitting here on the deck thinking about ya all..

Boy everyone. Things have changed. On my trip to Vegas last year I mostly just moped around and felt sorry for myself. I exiled myself on my birthday. Somehow this time I feel empowered. I feel ME again.
Before I left I told wife that when I get back we will discuss where we will go from here relationship wise. Now I feel like it will be more like Where She wants to go from here. I know where I am going. I tell ya if it were not for the people depending on me back home I would stay here in an instant.
Not sure what wife is going to think about the new independent Doc when I get back. Maybe I finely became the “Man” OT has been trying to get me to be. Or maybe I just found the man I used to be. Not sure but one thing I do know... I am NOT going back to the man I had become...

And if I claim to be a wise man, well
It surely means that I don't know