Yesterday my D said, Mom it's pathetic how much time you spend on that divorce site . I think you should get a life and stop reading that stuff. Get over it and let's move on already. Hmmmm. Well she's only 12, she doesn't know about the experiences we've had. But I have to say, there is some wisdom there too. It gets back to the helplessness of having no control. I feel like if I can stay focused and read other people's experiences that somehow it will help me and my sitch. I still want Mark in my life. I miss him. I saw him 2 a.m.s in a row driving by the park where I take the dogs. I suppose he's headed to pick up his son for school. He didn't see me. Weird to know he's right there 20 ft from me, and yet so far.
I am a new person without the worries of my apartment situation. I'm going to begin my gal plans today.
