Hey Rain, I thought of you while training, I wondered how the visit was going to play out... I think most of us here were shocked on some level. I have been woking the GAL as best I can... tough with little funds, and lots of work, but Im making it work for me. The sad part is the D is real close... maybe a few weeks away tops? She seems so at ease with the whole sitch, like shes trying to convince herself, or maybe she is really at ease. Ofcourse I wrestle with the idea that she fallen in love with someone else... and is keeping it quiet till after the D, thats why its so easy. I really dont know how to take it, but why the sudden open in communication, where for months there was none... she wouldnt ever respond, now she will answer when I call, return texts, and keep it going as a conversation. The other night we texted back and forth for over an hour... and it was late(out of character for her)I dont know. Any ideas? Come to think of it though, I dont think she ever really initiates anything on her own.
Also our anniversary is in a few days, I thought of simlpy dropping a sunflower in her car(her favorite flower) with a note saying I love you more(from the movie Fireproof...something she really liked when I wrote it on some stuff I sent to her office for Valentines day.) I think Its subtle, and not in the spotlight like sending it to her office in front of people. I really feel compelled to do something... its an important day, at least to me anyway. What do you think?
Well I dont think Ill ever get stationed up there... not a whole lot of regular Navy gigs that way... but I would love to visit. Ive always wanted to... actually had plans to take a cruise up there with the wife, but well that didnt exactly pan out. Now I need to just save the money and do it for me I guess, see theres a goal. I see you were trying to join the AF. They are tough to get into, are there any more recruiters around you other than the one you talked to? If so let me know and Ill coach you a bit on do's and dont's of the recruiting game, especially with the AF... Im sure your H probably knows... but then again maybe not, those puddle jumping coasties arent really military anyway.... LOL! You know Im teasing. Let me know if I can help... I really appreciate you always looking in on me. Hope your day is well... B.
