UPSIDE DOWN - still struggling, trying to detach

[Lost Rabbit]

Have a good sleep and reassess, one thing I keep reminding myself was what H said to me every time I said "I dont want to lose you" he didnt mean to be unkind but his reply was "you cant lose whats already lost" as hard as that might seem its how you have to look at things, youre not losing him, you have lost him, and now you are DBing your ar*e off to get him back. And anyway you dont want back the person you lost (hes not that nice) you want a loving H back, one that doesnt undermine you or make you feel bad! Nell you are a lovely lady, I know that because you have stuck by me thick and thin, and you dont know me from adam! Chin up tomorrow is another day, and Operation DB starts again..