Thanks Rabbit. I'm so tired right now - I had a bad night last night, great day as I planned and even the start of the evening went well. With it all hitting the fan in the last going off, I am wrung out. I held it together when he was telling me about moving away and looking for a new job. I even held off exploding when I goaded him in to saying things that I didn't want to know but needed to push him towards. Why can't I just leave things alone and let him miss me? Why? Because I am afraid that he has gone and will never ever be back again.
Will write more tomorrow - I certainly hope that it goes better for you!! Forgive me dashing off. It's late and I have to take this headache and yet again shattered and broken heart to bed.
WAH 43; W 47 M 16; T 17 Cats 15 & 6 Bomb 27/05/09 ow 28/06/09
"It is only on the darkest night that we see the stars"
