NICE queit night to calm the nerves, al beit a simple light bulb change turned in to a situation with a improperly mounted light that almost burned the house down. Thank goodness I didn't listen to my cousin and let her pick up bulbs while she was at work and replace them today. Felt good tho to get back into the swing of things. Haven't had the 'urge' to do anything repair wise and when I had to, couldn't think of the way to properly get the job done, this time, I was on top of it. Was kind of difficult having control of 1 hand and 1 and a 3rd arms, but, none the less.
Zero contact from boys, uggh. Surprisingly more so, I forgot to mention, Saturday night I bumped into the female friend that XW simply despises and gets her jealous kick over when I was out with the kids.
After getting the job done last night and peace and quiet, a little more PMA resotred, but I think it's going to take some outside help to finally get going with life. I need to make some serious changes healthwise and mentally. People are wanting to go do this and that this weekend. Me, I just want to relax and do not much of anything. Do some yard work and what not and just chill. And of course everyone else says "oh, that's not good for you, you'll just get dragged again". ummm no. I need to do this. I know what's going with me is no "pinched nerve". So some rest, relaxation and restoration is what this doctor is ordering.
Hell the scary part, as much as love a cold beer, I've had zero desire for any. Just had my customary couple that I barely finished the other night, and same last night with a 'victory dance' one after repairing the electrical issue.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
