Ups and Downs

[Energizer Bunny]

I'm having a hard time thinking of the good times this week. All I can think of are the times when she would be inconsiderate or do things that I hate. A lot of this has come since the bomb, but there were some of these things berore too. It didn't happen very often, but over 12 years there were enough times that I'm struggling this week.

I logically know that we had a great marriage and good times outweighed the bad 100 to 1. Hearing her talk about how unhappy she has been, how it was a mistake to marry me, how it was all a lie has really made me question if this is the woman that I want.

I feel horrible for even thinking this way, but it's there this week.