On the verge of a meltdown.

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Haven't been here in a while.been keeping busy.have the kids a lot more often now.the W has been working lots of overtime because the house has gone into foreclosure.she has fought me pretty hard on this but I have stood my ground and refuse to leave the home.she has decided to pay the mort which is 3 months behind.she was a little upset because she has been wanting to find somewhere to rent and get out of her parents but rent right now is insane anywhere from $1100.00 and up plus two months security so a reality check for her.she is still unsure about coming home,she said it is going to take time.
she has been leaving the kids with me rather her parents which is a good thing.they seem to be a little more at ease at home and I think the W is finally seeing this.plus the g-parents are driving the kids nuts.and in turn they are driving my W nuts.I just think it is slowly getting better and she will come around.we have been communicating a lot better I told her I was tired of being enemies and that no matter how hard she was trying to set me off it wouldn't work I was committed to my marriage my kids and my life.it was time for her to let go of her insecurities and move forward.and that if she thought that divorce would make her happy she was terribly wrong.and to my surprise she agreed.so now we just move forward slowly building back trust and friendship.I keep praying I am there for my kids and I keep hope that it continues.that's all we can do.

God Bless