Hey Julia! I was talking about planning a big trip too last night.. 3 months away would be amazing, but we'd have to do it soon. You are so lucky you have the chance to go!
And I didnt mean to teach you to suck eggs .. its just that you said "I think the thing I worry about in the future is that now I have identified my faults (I can be high maintenance with men as I am not the demure sort!), if I am myself in the future will I push the next person away?".. as though you planned on still being that way. I am not surprised you have become aware of any faults and learnt a hard lesson, I did too, we all do.. Thats not to say you, or I, should blame ourselves as such hey, but its that thing Priya says, the thing that hurts us the most is our most valuable teacher...
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
.. its just that you said "I think the thing I worry about in the future is that now I have identified my faults (I can be high maintenance with men as I am not the demure sort!), if I am myself in the future will I push the next person away?".. as though you planned on still being that way. I am not surprised you have become aware of any faults and learnt a hard lesson, I did too, we all do.. Thats not to say you, or I, should blame ourselves as such hey, but its that thing Priya says, the thing that hurts us the most is our most valuable teacher...
