No, no, you didnt get me guys. I didnt ask worrying he was right and I was to blame. I was being sarcastic saying "now I AM the prolem?". And he quickly said "no, no I didnt say or mean you are...".
Anyway, today I decided I will push a bit more and sound a bit more fed up than I really am since to be honest I am so busy at work, I dont think much of the sitch anyway. I sent him a message saying that "I have a lot of issues that need to be taken care of in my life and you are stalling with no aparent reason the big one for me. I know what I want and you are still confused and lost but that's not my problem anymore. I feel disrespected and a fool. I will change my attitude if cooperating isnt working".
No answer.
Work is crazy. But behind my stress and smiles, I am always a little bit sad. Not a surprise but it bothers me like a wound that is always there and you just learn to live with it. K