Well it is the afternoon here, feeling flat today, feeling as though I am treading water really getting nowhere. I know it can take time maybe it's just that the baby steps have been all over the place with a good dose of backsliding thrown in.
Still in two minds as to if to go out tonight. Part of me wants to and part of me doesn't want to. If I do go it gives H a chance again to come home to a house with no meal waiting and no me.
