i bought a house. my own place - on my own. God is faithful. So very very faithful.
This is not where I wanted to be 2 1/2 years ago - but you know what.. this IS where i am. AND GOD .. yes I can say that over and over. Even in my counseling session on Saturday my counselor and I actually went there... he asked it...
"what good cagzmom.......has come out of this...."
And you know what i could answer... yep... i see good.
My kids learned how to set boundaries - so did I. My kids learned how to trust in a healthy way. I have no anxiety.
GOD has shown Himself to me in ways I would have NEVER seen. He is my Husband, my Friend, Provider, and Comforter. Though there were times when I did not see Him feel Him or otherwise... but I HAD to believe that He was there... i know it!!
still would love to love again.... wonder what is next.
M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06 Moved out 3/12/07 D final 7/30/2008 finding myself again