i bought a house.
my own place - on my own.
God is faithful. So very very faithful.

This is not where I wanted to be 2 1/2 years ago - but you know what.. this IS where i am. AND GOD .. yes I can say that over and over. Even in my counseling session on Saturday my counselor and I actually went there... he asked it...

"what good cagzmom.......has come out of this...."

And you know what i could answer... yep... i see good.

My kids learned how to set boundaries - so did I.
My kids learned how to trust in a healthy way.
I have no anxiety.

GOD has shown Himself to me in ways I would have NEVER seen. He is my Husband, my Friend, Provider, and Comforter. Though there were times when I did not see Him feel Him or otherwise... but I HAD to believe that He was there... i know it!!

still would love to love again.... wonder what is next.


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again