How did I get here?

[wanttobebetter]

I have made some great changes. And she recognizes that...she will even say it. Of course she has said they are probably just an act. I did it for me..and I can tell I did it for me.

I am up for it....I really feel like my wife is somewhere inside this crazy creature. She is definitely wanting her freedom and to explore anything and everything. I think she sees a marriage as holding her back. She has said she is not marriage material.