I know, I know! He told me not to worry so much... and my Mum got pregnant first time, both times and I did too once, my only ever accident (not my fault sadly, hence the termination).. so at least I know I CAN get pregnant. I just hope the op didnt do any damage. So many unknowns quite honestly, but tonight was a massive step in a very important direction! Thanks guys for your support and for listening, it really means alot to me, I cant tell you how much.