H will be home soon, and I will have to deal with this soon. I am very hurt and PMA im afraid I just don't have any right now. I again feel so betrayed. I so wish that one of u would of come on and gave me some of ur great advice and comfort. I honestly don't know when to say that enough is enough. I am so tired of being lied to and giving my all in this M. The girl that he had the EA with said in her e-mail to me that he is a con and a minipulater...I am truely beginning to believe that he is. He just told me yesterday when he droped me off of work (right before he went on the internet looking at porn) that he " would never do anything to hurt the love that I have for him"....what a bunch of crap! I just don't understand how a person can confess their undying love to someone and than go and hurt them so badly??????
I have so many emotions running around in me again...not to mention my anxiety that I have had sense this all began 3 yrs ago. I really thought I had made boundries clear to him....I guess he just doesn't care!
