I am doing ok. Dan texted me this morning that he is 'freaking out' though...
Last night I was pretty much ready to throw up. I admit I cried like a baby the whole way home from the attorney's office. I mean, signing that form says that I am asking the courts to dissolve my marriage. Which is so counterintuitive since I want my marriage...
I was still shaking an hour later after I got home. However I keep reminding myself that I didn't want this, and that he had the opportunity to back up his words with actions and he didn't. As a matter of fact, he got hostile when I even asked him about it. So I do believe it was the right thing to do, going and signing the petition.