WAS seeing reality?

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Hi Gnosis, thank you for your encouragement. I do not plan on mentioning the anniversary in any way today. My wife is not capable of seeing the value in our relationship or in me at this point. That is terribly sad to me but that is all it is. I have done my grieving, my introspection, and self improvement.

I told her back in june that I had changed for good and if she could not appreciate that then someone else would. Now is the time to show her that.