How did I get here?

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Had a talk this morning. She basically she admits she is selfish and feels as if she would rather be alone and is never getting married again. She admits she can push her feelings and emotions away and not deal with them.

She is pretty much letting me have whatever I want in the divorce which is good....not making it about money. But I really want my wife back and to have the family I always thought I would have.