So you all know,my wife is a great person and I know as a mother she saw this coming,when this started she told me focus on the kids and yourself,this is something i'm going to go through and it's going to take awhile and when it's over. We'll be together.

That was after a couple visits with a counselor. She offered to leave and I missed that opportunity out of fear and I left.Can't change it.

I need to start living "AS IF"