Moving on with my life!

[Startingover2]

Thanks for the responses. I love coming here to stay grounded when I fly in my thinking.

I have realized I do need a social life as limited as it would be right now. This weekend I will pass on the extended time evening with the friends. Its just too far away and too long. I told them maybe when they do something locally and I would only be gone for a few hours I can possibly make it. I keep asking them where they were 2 years ago when I was separated from exh with no children.

Exh got angry with me again yesterday. I just don't understand if he really truly believes what he is saying or is using his anger and temper to make me scared? He asked if I still had this stupid fan he had. I said I didn't know but I was walking out the door and he could come look if he wanted as it would have been in the garage. I didn't realize he was coming right then. Baby and I passed him on the street with his exbil that he works with. I just waved and kept going. He called me and asked "where is the fire?" and proceeded to yell at me for keeping baby from him again and this is what he is talking about. For one, its not his day. Two, he missed his day before because he was 'sick'. Three, I am not on call for him all the time.