Oh I think they notice Nell they just dont want to admit to themselves that we are managing without them because it would knock a brick out of the ego wall!
Its a slow day today, waiting in for S's car to be collected anywhere between 8-6, I hate long days with no company. So far have done a bit of ironing, and cleared all the rubbish off S's landing, unfortunately one thing was a folder with all our birth/marriage certificates in, do you know my heart didnt sink when reading it, I just thought what a lot of years to waste.. not sure if I meant my input into a marriage or H throwing them away yet! Probably a bit of both.
Im still ploughing through my house tidying, some days I get cross that H is not putting any input into it, I didnt mind doing it for us as a family, but resent doing it just so he can eventually sell it and go on his merry way. Although sorting out the clutter does take my mind off things. We have been here ten years at the end of Oct and a lot of stuff has accumilated over time. Going to get stuck into the hoovering after this cuppa coffee. Might have to get yard staff to ride madam for me a bit this week as I cant see me getting every thing I want to achieve done.. Oh well one step at a time I suppose.
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Once lost but now found and happily married again!
