I will make plans without him, It is just I am getting a bit sick and tired of him out partying every weekend, not even asking if I need help with D for pick ups. So he parties uninterrupted and I have to work around the pick ups which isn't fair.
I had a bad day the other day and was questioning everything, but I have come round now and am ready to get going again. Trying to follow Gucci's tactic but it is actually quite scary. But as I really do think he still loves me as he has said a number of times that he won't disappear in a hurry.
