This is random, so bear with me, she is going to a counselor, that's a positive and she currently doesn't have her libido,which i think for sure is a definate plus.
Slow down, breathe, and call your doctor immediately. Seriously! Lexapro is an anti-depressant and basically works by speeding things up for a person in their mind. If you have ADD, then lexapro is more than likely not for you and is making your ADD symptoms many times worse. You don't need the extra speed...you need a drug to help slow you down. Your post are a fine example of over the top ADD...lack of focus, jumpy, all over the place. The internet is full of posts of people with ADD and ADHD reporting increased ADD symptoms while on lexapro.
Right now....this is step one of DB'ing for you...call the doctor, tell him how you are behaving, and then let them reevaluate your prescription.
I am serious....I have ADD and took lexapro for 7 days...it seriously messed me up. Also be aware of the withdrawal....it is a bitch and a half.
I need to get my son, Look forward to seeing what you DB'ers have for me. Lostforwards,then you know how this kicking my butt,right now,what did you do to force yourself to do it.You of all people know how impulsive and risk taking we can be.
If you don't want to be divorced in 6 months, you will have to slow way down and breathe. Breathe before you respond to her, before you do anything, hell, before you breathe, breathe.
Easier said than done. Do you work out? Anything physical worked best for me esp in the beginning when my brain would not shut up. Still does. If nothing else, how about a walk...