First things first....

You better learn how to breathe.

Your mind is racing and you are not thinking, just reacting, like being in survival mode.

MLC will last for a long time, sorry to tell you that but it could take years.

You need to maintain your own sanity for the sake of your children right now.

LRT is not where you need to be unless you plan on being divorced in less then 6 months.

Now breathe.....

And chill out!!

((((hugs))))

There can be no testimony without a test.
I am praying to go through this test and come out the other end with a new and better marriage then before.