She clearly showed signs of mixed emotions and indecisiveness.
She doesn't want you to show mixed emotions or be indecisive. She wants you to know the answer and act. To many "maybes" in your thinking. What's the right thing to do? Yes, that's subjective so you have to answer it for you.
Does it go against my values or beliefs?
Does it help me achieve my goals?
You can handle it.
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.