"Trust. I don't trust anymore. I mean, if our marriage wasn't what I thought it was, if it wasn't real, then nothing is what it seems. I can never trust anything again."
The kiss, the pat on the butt...the invitation to dine with her after MC...that was not received as a sexual assault, it was received as what it was, "real".
Damn, that post was a real emotion stirrer.
You're in a good place SP. Good, courageous and uniquely vulnerable while still in control. I'm proud of you.
