I'm distracted nervous unsteady nauseous angry frustrated scared impatient suspicious unfocused wary depleted aimless ineffective anxious unmotivated reclusive and tired.
But I'm going to watch a friends' sons compete in martial arts tonight, going to lunch with a friend tomorrow, and working in the church bookstore Thurs. All of which will help recharge and rejuvenate me so thats good bc it sounds like I need it.


H 51/W 43
Together 24yrs/Married 19yrs
2 kids- D18 & S16
"I want out" July 2008
"I want out" Dec 2008
"I want you out" Aug 2009
Still in house thru it all