Well these past couple of weeks I noticed my W was withdrawing and her mood swings had intensified. I told her I would appreciate if she would stop talking down to me and that if she needed to talk to someone, she could always talk to me.
So I noticed yesterday she was especially quiet. I asked her if there was OM and she said there wasn't but that she had alot on her mind. I reminded her that she could always talk to me if she wanted and left it at that.
Right now she's been doing some things that lead me to believe she's going to end it soon. I think that sense of independence and living alone is getting to her and she wants to be "free". Or at least that's the vibe I'm getting from her.
Things were going really well for awhile there. I wonder why the sudden change. We haven't been confrontational or argumentative and when I asked her if there was anything I had done to get her angry, she said 'no'.
I don't know why it's hitting me hard today. I actually felt nauseous at the thought of her leaving again. Total backslide.
I wonder if this is the MLC feeling kicking in. I continue to give her space and time alone and GAL.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
