K - You are being judgemental. It's understandable. She lied to you and hurt you and betrayed you, but that is why you need to give that ALL up to GOD to burden. Not you! He is the one and only true judge. You are just not in CONTROL anymore and it sucks. Just LET GO!!! Pray to GOD for strength and guidance and respect BUT DONT pray for your WAW to come back. You might be praying against what God has planned for you. Just pray for God's light to shed on your life... You said you read and understood the story about Gomer... I was not nearly as strong... I judged and still judge my X for lying and cheating but it is not my place to do that... I prayed for Gods strength to let go and guide me to where Im supposed to go. I pray that you do the same...
LET GO AND LET GOD!!! STOP CHOOSING YOUR OWN PATH LET GOD GUIDE YOU!!!
