No Mat you didn't miss it, it is today. Voting is from noon to nine.

Had an argument with H last night. Kind of part of his previous talk with me about OW.
He has been snooping in my phone and saw that I called to talk to her 3 weeks ago. She wasn't home but it was her B-day and I called to tell her I hope it was a good one. (before H asked me if we had talked,which we haven't)H said that I lied to him when I said I hadn't talked to her since January which isn't true because she wasn't home when I called thus I haven't talked to her.
Any hoo we got into and argument which boiled down to him not wanting me talking to her or us being friends. I guess you know what I said to him! Told him, he doesn't want us to be friends because it fu*&s his fantasy all to hell. It went from there from me being second place to her in his mind to him not talking. He thinks we are working on the M. My feeling is that he is keeping me reeled in enough to keep cake eating.At least thats how I feel.
I threw my rings at him (still off) and told him i wasn't doing this anymore.
I am still here and he is trying to play all nicey nice hugs and kisses. Im'e trying to figure out where to take this. Move out or just live my life.

By the way Ow told him when he cornered her to ask how much we talk that if he spent half as much time working on his M as he did trying to talk to her we would be doing great. H confirmed this. H also told her he isn't the H I need and I deserve more. H also told me this.

Last edited by JoJo's circus; 09/15/09 04:43 PM.
You don't get to choose how you're going to die. Or when, you can only decide how you're going to live now. ~Joan Baez