Newbie (again)

[dday101798]

Thanks,

I was fairly certain going into the ER this had to be related to the latest series of events in this whole mess. It only made sense. At this point, it doesn't seem anything major. But, I will say, the ER staff was not very attentive of my stressing the D situation. Thus, Mish, I wouldn't be at all surprised if it's the same thing.

Man, I just hate how you can get all the up to cloud 9 and stay there, longer and longer each time, and than in a heartbeat your satanic X's filthy hands knock you right down.

And do I give I really care of X's reaction or concern, no.

But, at least I finally took charge of the situation and made all my follow up appointments and all, so we'll see what happens. I'd think at the follow up, they'd be a little more receptive to my thoughts of it all being stress based, we'll see.

I just simply can't believe that XW would go so far as to coninually rub my face in S12's adoption, what a B. But apparently, that is button she can push and it does make me go over the deep end, so I'll have to find a way to deactivate that button. Actually, think I just did, not a very 'happy' deactivation method, but it is what it is.

Going to try and make every effort to avoid her tonight at the kids curriculumn night for school. That is for sure.