Young couple in need of help

[sumguy27]

Stronger it has been very tough. I recently been doing that exercise to stop thinking about her affair when we were still together that last weekend. It didn't help I got details about it from a friend who couldn't hold back the info anymore from me. Everytime I feel like begging and pleading I try and hold it back by calling a close friend instead.

I have gotten my appetite back. I feel like I have hit rock bottom last week and now I'm coming out of it. I didn't plan on going down to 135 lbs. I wanted to stay at 140lb and tone up. Wished I could turn back time.