Did not call or text WAW yesterday. I'll drop the kids off at her work at 6 p.m. I'll stay by the car. Tomorrow I don't need to see her and then maybe for a little bit on Thursday morning -- at the bus stop in front of the house.
I'm doing my best to restrict my interaction with her because I just can't handle it. We had a great talk two Wednesdays ago and she said she wanted to talk on lunch break once a week as a small beginning.
She didn't call last week and I'm waiting to see if she'll call this week. I'm trying to back off but with a second- and fifth-grader, it's very hard.
Finished "The Purpose Driven Life" today and am jotting all of the chapter messages and questions in my journal for later.
One of the chapter questions is "since God knows best, what area of your life can you trust completely in him?"
I'm trusting that God will show me the way either back to my WAW or to another person and another path. _____________________ M: 40 W: 38 Married: 13 years D: 10 D: 7 Bomb dropped: 2-09 Moved out: 5-09 No legal steps taken
