God is giving me calm. I listened to my weekly message from this ADD support site, and it was all about "summoning courage." Funny, I hardly ever listen to it. Guess I needed that this week. I've had a bunch of loose ends to take care of, and they are getting taken care of and I am feeling okay.
Today is my birthday, so I decided to wait til after. Not to procrastinate more, but I just didn't want to have a big ordeal on my birthday. H is being like the old H of long ago when we had some good times. He gave me a hilarious card today, one that's an inside joke between us. Wrote me a nice note. It's so nice not to have him rolling his eyes that we have to acknowledge my existence. And he got me my favorite chocolate. I've told him what it is a thousand times and he always always gets me something else. Today it was my fave brand. I think the kids helped him, but still. He has always had a propensity with anything, to ask you what you want, and then give you something similar, but different. It's weird. So it sounds dumb, but to find something that I, me, breakaway, prefers felt very special.
