I do. But I also want to go dark or have no contact with her. Its harder when you have kids. I don't know why she doesn't understand that we will be in each others lives for the rest of our lives every single day.

I miss them. I miss my little fattie. She usually wakes me up by biteing me and scratching me.

Me:27
W:24
S:2
D:9 months
M:3 years
Together for 8 years
Bombed : 6/11/09
Moved out: 6/27/09
Found out about her affair 9/7/09
(she started her's at 6/25/09)
Begged n plead 7/25/09
started DB 8/17/09