Sometimes I think that you don't give your friends enough credit. I think they would be far more supportive then you believe. Depression is awful. It just sucks everything out of you and it is difficult to overcome by yourself. The more support you have the easier it will become.

I remember during the first few months after ex filed for divorce, I could barely function. I thought I was hiding it so well. Finally after coming here and being able to talk about things that were happening, going to my C and talking a bit to my friends, I finally broke through. I remember saying something to my boss and he was like, Thank God. It has been so hard watching you go through this and not knowing what to say or do. I am glad you are feeling better. The thing is, I wasn't hiding it very well at all. So maybe it is like that too. Your friends are waiting for you to open up about it.

You can do this and the C will help. Depression really does hurt everyone because they can feel the pain too. Depression is like the dementors and you hon, are like Harry. You are going to have to learn how to make a patronus in order to keep them away!

hugs, kat


Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory